SyDnEy LyN

Senior pics

2009-04-02T10:51:00.001-07:00

These are just a couple of my senior pics

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2009-03-05T10:21:00.000-08:00

aNd the wiNNeR is........me!!!

2009-01-08T15:27:00.000-08:00

i just got my e-mail fRom {utah state}.....I GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!

if i caN eNduRe, i'll be okay........

2009-01-07T15:06:00.000-08:00

SiNce i meNtioNed gRaduatiNg iN 5 moNths, i guess i should actually staRt talkiNg about that. i have beeN {applyiNg to colleges} these past few moNths to utah state aNd also to byui. i'll also be staRtiNg aN applicatioN to idaho state uNiveRsity soon. i haveN't had my bishops meetiNg oR my stake pResideNts meetiNg to fiNish off my applicatioN, so we aRe just waitiNg oN usu Right Now. i am haviNg a haRd time {makiNg a decisioN} oN if i eveN waNt to go to those schools, oR which oNe i'm Really lookiNg foRwaRd to atteNdiNg if i get iN. i seRiously am haviNg so much {stRess aNd coNflict} about how i am goiNg to be able to cope with my life. i will be oN my owN aNd i will have No moNey at all. of couRse i will get a job, but it just {sucks}. i feel like i doN't kNow aNythiNg about life, oR how to deal with Real {gRowN-up} thiNgs......like bills. ha ha. it's silly to thiNk that my paReNts haveN't doNe theiR job with teachiNg me thiNgs like this. because i'm suRe that they have. they pRobably thought i would leaRN fRom my oldeR sisteRs aNd bRotheR. well.....i haveN't but i am staRtiNg to {tRust} moRe iN my heaveNly fatheR. i keep woNdeRiNg how my life could get so bad, aNd theN i Realize this is oNly the begiNNiNg of my life. this is just {oNe chapteR} iN eteRNity. i feel so selfish foR woNdeRiNg this because i actually have it betteR thaN a lot of people. especially the pioNeeRs. i kNow foR a fact that i am Not stRoNg eNough to do the thiNgs that they did, oR eveN {eNduRe} the loNg walk acRoss the plaiNs. i am SO thaNkful foR the thiNgs that i have, aNd the opportuNities that i have, aNd hope to come acRoss as i tRek thRough {my owN jouRNey} thRough eteRNity.

top to bottom iN less thaN 5 miNutes.....

2009-01-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

Wow. gRaduatioN is oNly 5 moNths away and i'm fReakiNg out! i have beeN tRyiNg to look past all of the thiNgs that has beeN causiNg stRess iN my life, but it has beeN haRd because theRe has beeN {so much}. cheeR has ceRtaiNly beeN a paiN iN my a$$. wakiNg up at 5:00 eveRy moRNiNg is haRd foR me. Natalie and bRidger would kNow betteR thaN aNyoNe iN my family that this is tRue. i have beeN {flyiNg} moRe this yeaR, but i am also a seNioR which meaNs that i have a lot of coNtRol aNd poweR this yeaR oveR the giRls. i've beeN makiNg up daNces aNd stuNt RoutiNes so that we caN peRfoRm at half times duRiNg this basketball seasoN. this has beeN a majoR {stRess factoR}. Now they waNt me to make up a 45 secoNd daNce iN 3 days so i caN teach it oN satuRday duRiNg our all day pRactice. oy!
i have also beeN takiNg aN oNliNe class this semesteR. i have beeN falliNg behiNd aNd it was takiNg a lot of {pep talks} fRom mom aNd dad to keep me iN liNe. i am so gRateful to them foR that. it has beeN a challeNge foR suRe. but Now that this fiRst semesteR of my {seNioR yeaR} is almost oveR that meaNs that oNliNe goveRNmeNt is almost oveR! yahoo!!!!! i have beeN gettiNg caught up oveR chRistmas bReak aNd i Now have a 91.64% =0) although i just tuRNed iN moRe assigNmeNts toNight so hopefully it will Raise eveN moRe!!! yaya! he he he
iN my eNglish class we had a competitioN. it is called poetRy out loud. the whole school has to do it. you fiNd a poem off of a special web site foR it, aNd you memoRize it. we staRted this my fReshmaN yeaR. boo. this yeaR i was Ready foR it to happeN aNd so i wasN't too woRRied about it. i memoRized my poem iN good time aNd i kNew it fRom top to bottom. i wasN't exstatic about the competitioN, i just waNted a fReAkiNg good gRade so, the day came wheN i had to Recite it iNfroNt of my class. {easy peasy lemoN squeezy}. come to fiNd out......i woN. this is Not good News. fRom heRe i have to pRefoRm that poem PLUS aNotheR iNfRoNt of the {eNtiRe} school. ya. mom, dad, Natalie, dalaN, maRissa, michael, aNd eveRyoNe else i eveR talk to laughed. Rude. so as of Now that is my biggest stRess. i'm "Reciting" Next wedNesday. yikes!

WOW!!!!

2008-08-22T15:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, so this is my first blog. Haha it's not very good. I guess you have to be older than 17 to really understand the point of this :) Thank you Nellie and Summer for putting together yours so that I put one of my own together.