Senior pics

These are just a couple of my senior pics

aNd the wiNNeR is........me!!!

i just got my e-mail fRom {utah state}.....I GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!

if i caN eNduRe, i'll be okay........

SiNce i meNtioNed gRaduatiNg iN 5 moNths, i guess i should actually staRt talkiNg about that. i have beeN {applyiNg to colleges} these past few moNths to utah state aNd also to byui. i'll also be staRtiNg aN applicatioN to idaho state uNiveRsity soon. i haveN't had my bishops meetiNg oR my stake pResideNts meetiNg to fiNish off my applicatioN, so we aRe just waitiNg oN usu Right Now. i am haviNg a haRd time {makiNg a decisioN} oN if i eveN waNt to go to those schools, oR which oNe i'm Really lookiNg foRwaRd to atteNdiNg if i get iN. i seRiously am haviNg so much {stRess aNd coNflict} about how i am goiNg to be able to cope with my life. i will be oN my owN aNd i will have No moNey at all. of couRse i will get a job, but it just {sucks}. i feel like i doN't kNow aNythiNg about life, oR how to deal with Real {gRowN-up} thiNgs......like bills. ha ha. it's silly to thiNk that my paReNts haveN't doNe theiR job with teachiNg me thiNgs like this. because i'm suRe that they have. they pRobably thought i would leaRN fRom my oldeR sisteRs aNd bRotheR. well.....i haveN't but i am staRtiNg to {tRust} moRe iN my heaveNly fatheR. i keep woNdeRiNg how my life could get so bad, aNd theN i Realize this is oNly the begiNNiNg of my life. this is just {oNe chapteR} iN eteRNity. i feel so selfish foR woNdeRiNg this because i actually have it betteR thaN a lot of people. especially the pioNeeRs. i kNow foR a fact that i am Not stRoNg eNough to do the thiNgs that they did, oR eveN {eNduRe} the loNg walk acRoss the plaiNs. i am SO thaNkful foR the thiNgs that i have, aNd the opportuNities that i have, aNd hope to come acRoss as i tRek thRough {my owN jouRNey} thRough eteRNity.